Inside My Head...

Hello...

Tue, 02 Sep 2003 02:27:17 GMT

For those of you who have been talking to me and saying, "Mallory, why aren't you updating your journal?!"

I say to you, "I have a new journal."

For many-a-reasons I choose not to post here anymore, although I would love to still keep using live journal, I'm not.

If you would like my new journal link, just IM me or respond here and I'll give it to you.

Thank you all for reading! Bye!

...~*Mallory*~...

Hey...

Sun, 27 Jul 2003 01:46:02 GMT

I'm just posting this again on this journal incase some of you don't know my new journal site.

For those of you hip teenagers (Ages 13-19) with no plans for a Sunday night, I'll help you make plans. Shades Night Club has a Teen Night every Sunday. Well, they have been doing a "Jacksonville Idol" Contest and I have made it down to the finals. There are 5 girls and tomorrow night we sing and we will get narrowed down to 2 girls. I really need all the people that can come to come, because 50% of your score is based on the audience and how loud they cheer for you. I REALLY need ya'll to come and cheer. I'd like to at least make it to the last 2. :) So, if you love me, please come to Shades Night Club, at Blanding and Wells, tomorrow night (Sunday). The time is from 9:00-roughly about 11:45...it goes later, but the contest doesn't start until 10:30 and it should end by about 11:30 at the lastest I would say. There is a 10$ charge to get in. But PLEASE! If you can, do come and cheer for me. I love you all!!! Call if you need directions.

Hmm...

Wed, 23 Jul 2003 14:13:38 GMT

So any luck with a code anyone?

I'm back..

Tue, 22 Jul 2003 15:03:51 GMT

I'm home from FSU and I had a blast. I'll tell each of you about it individually when I see you cause it would take too long to type all about it.

Sunday I had a blast. I learned that Shade's Night Club is not for me. lol, but I'll be going back soon anyways. Thank you to Amanda and Heather who made it 10 times better than it would have been without you.

On to urgent buisness: Does anybody have a live journal code? It is imperative that I get one ASAP. Please email me at Music21488@aol.com if they have a live journal code I can have. I will be deleting this journal momentarily. I'll then contact those of you who I want to have my journal.

Much Love,
Mallory

To whom this may concern:

Tue, 22 Jul 2003 14:56:24 GMT

What did I do to you? Why are you freaking out? This was MY private journal. Well, it isn't totally private, but I gave my friends my link so they could read what was going on in my life. I didn't give you the link to it. YOU snooped and got the web address. And this was about 3 weeks ago. Why are you all the sudden so upset? It doesn't make a whole lot of sense. I don't get it. Anything I said was just my feelings at the moment and this was a place for me to vent. Ask yourself this question:

1) Did I give you this website link?

If your answer is no, which it should be, get a life and get out of my buisness. This is my journal.

Hey!!

Sun, 06 Jul 2003 20:43:05 GMT

Ahhh! There are computers here in the 5th floor of the dorms! The rooms are nice...I'm the princess lol. Oh well! My roomates are ok...2 girls named Erin and Stephanie. I think another one might be coming. Colleen, we should be in the same room I'm in, and its really nice. Room 335. I have Lysol and I think we'll be good. Air fresheners would be nice too. OK..well I miss you all, and don't forget to write me ok?! I gotta go cause dinner is in 20 minutes and then we have room check and a meeting for camp and all. Bye!

...~*Mallory*~...

P.S.- When I got here today I auditioned for private voice...they are only taking a few kids this week to do it and perform at a special concert on Thursday night. Hopefully I'll make it. I'll tell you if I do. I dont think I will though, because I will be here for the solo camp next week too. The guy was like...ok why are you bothering to audition? Grr..Oh well...we'll see. Bye!

Fri, 04 Jul 2003 02:48:34 GMT

My life is rated G.
What is your life rated?

lol So so true...

I updated last night but it got screwed up..so I'm not even gonna try again.. I basically vented about my voice lesson, which wasn't so great, so Mr. Clayton made me come to another one at 5:00 tonight. So I had 2 in 2 days...I think I'm a little bit better prepared for FSU now.

Then I drove to the mall and I looked for everyone I know that works there and no one was there (thanks Krista, Colleen, and Kari...lol j/k!). I bought some makeup and then after like an hour, we met my Dad for Dinner at the Olive Garden. That was really good.

Then I came home and I've been working on my music for my gig tomorrow for about an hour. If anyone wants to come, its The Orange Park Annual 4th of July Celebration at Moosehaven. I sing at 8:00 pm, and I think fireworks are at 9:00. Come on out and bring your family. If you want directions, just call me or whatever. If you want, you can read about it in the Clay County Line Newspaper. It says my name and all that information.

So...thats about it for now. Bye.

...~*Mallory*~...

Hmm..

Tue, 01 Jul 2003 17:43:21 GMT

What is Exsanguination? I'm too lazy to go look it up...

I need to get a life. I'm bored sitting around my house.

Last night James and Mat came over. That was cool, we ordered pizza and watched "The Wedding Singer" on TBS. That's a great movie.

Today I've done about nothing and we might go to the outlets in St. Augustine. I hope we do, I need new clothes.

I miss Kari. Come home!!! And call me again...At least she is having fun at rowing camp!!

Ooh...I leave in 4 days basically...woooooooooooo...I'll be gone for 2 weeks.

I need to do summer reading. I'm going to start tonight.

I'm gonna go now. Bye.

...~*Mallory*~...

SuRvEy TiMe

Sun, 29 Jun 2003 20:36:22 GMT

[ Name ]: Mallory
[ Born in ]: Honolulu
[ Resides in ]: Orange Park
[ Good student? ]: Usually
[ Eyes ]: Blue
[ Hair ]: a little longer than shoulder length
[ Shoe size ]: 10

Last time you..
[ Had a nightmare ]: last night
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: maybe yesterday
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: It's been a while
[ Dyed your hair ]: a week and a half ago
[ Brushed your hair ]: this morning
[ Washed your hair ]: this morning
[ Cried ]: Not too long ago
[ Called someone ]: Umm last night
[ Had someone call you ]: yesterday
[ Smiled ]: today
[ Laughed ]: today
[ Had someone seranade you ]: umm I don't know it's been a while lol

[Do You...]
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ] no
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back? ] yes
[ Play an instrument? ]: the piano...kinda
[ Remember your first love? ]: no
[ Read the newspaper? ]: today
[ Have any straight friends? ]: yeah
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: depends
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: not really
[ Believe in God? ]: yes
[ Pray? ]: not often
[ Go to church? ]: not often
[ Have any secrets? ] yes
[ Have any pets ]: yes
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you]: sometimes
[ Wear hats? ]: no
[ Hate yourself? ]: no
[ Have an obsession? ]: no
[ Have a secret crush? ]: lol a secret crush..that sounds so elementary schoolish idk..
[ Collect anything? ]: somethings...ticket stubs, roses from people, i used to collect beanie babies, I dont try to anymore, but I still have the old ones
[ Have a best friend? ]: yes
[ Like your handwriting? ]: usually
[ Have any bad habits? ]: not too many, but a few
[ Care about looks? ]: I dont really, but I try to look nice for other people, it gives them a better impression of you
[ Boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: not really
[ Friends and other people? ]: no
[ Believe in witches? ]: no
[ Believe in Satan? ]: no
[ Believe in ghosts? ]: no

Current:
[ Dress ]: A pair of blue jean shorts, and a Sara Evans T-Shirt that Allison gave me for my birthday last year
[ Mood ]: tired
[ Make-up ]: Just the stuff that I put on this morning...
[ Music ]: Country
[ Taste ]: lemondae
[ Hair ]: scrunched and in a messy bun
[ Annoyance ]: The way I am and act
[ Smell ]: muffins
[ Thought ]: i dont know
[ Fingernail Color ]: the color is called "Caro Mia Crimson" it's by OPI
[Refreshment ]: lemonade
[ Worry ]: too many things
[ Current CD in CD Player]: Norah Jones, Sara Evans, Annie Get Your Gun Soundtrack
[ Current DVD in player] none

Last Person:
[ You Touched ]: umm my mom?
[ You Talked to ]: my mom
[ You Hugged ]: Elizabeth
[ You Instant messaged ]: I don't remember, I think it was Jaymz
[ You Yelled At ]: my sister
[ Who broke Your Heart ]: no one
[ Kissed ]: my Mom

Who do you want to:
[ Kill ]: no one
[ Slap ]: my sister
[ Tickle ]: haha my little cousin Ethan, I was doing that the other night and he yell's "Dickle Dickle Dickle!!" and he shrieks it's sooo funny
[ Talk To ]: Whoever will talk to me and be honest with me
[ Have Sex with ]: no one
[ Kiss ]: no one
[ Be Like ]: I like being me...usually

FAVORITE...
[ Color ] green
[ Album ] too many
[ Shoes ] my new shoes I just got
[ TV Show ] anything on TLC, That 70's show

ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] yes Most all the time
[ Open-minded ] usually
[ Insecure ] sometimes
[ Interesting ] not really
[ Random ] not really
[ Hungry ] not at the moment
[ Friendly ] After I get to know someone really really well, otherwise i'm shy
[ Smart ] yes
[ Moody ] yes
[ Childish ] no
[ Hard working ] yes
[ Organized ] yes
[ Healthy ] lately, more so than usual
[ Emotionally Stable ] not really
[ Shy ] at first, but i'm outgoing when i get to know you a little
[ Difficult ] I guess I am about certain things
[ Attractive ] not really
[ Bored Easily ] yeah
[ Messy ] no
[ Thirsty ] no
[ Responsible ] yes
[ Obsessed ] no
[ Angry ] sometimes
[ Sad ] sometimes
[ Happy ] sometimes
[ Hyper ] not really
[ Trusting ] i don't trust people that easily
[ Talkative ] not really

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
[what do you notice first?] smile, eyes.
[last person you slow danced with] hmm...I think it was Demetri on the cruise ship in New York
[worst question to ask] "You don't like me anymore, do you?"

WHO...
[makes you laugh the most?] kari, demetri
[makes you smile] usually everyone
[makes you blush] anyone can
[has a crush on you?] you tell me...
[is easiest to talk to] amanda, heather, mat, allison, kari, most everyone

DO YOU EVER...
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] no
[save aol/aim conversations] not usually
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex] yea
[cried because of someone saying something to you] yes

HAVE YOU EVER...
[fallen for your best friend] not recently, but I have before
[been rejected] yeah
[been cheated on] no
[cheated on someone] no
[done something you regret] yes, but regret meaning what?

DO YOU / HAVE YOU...
[could you live without the computer?] sadly, no.
[color you hair] yes
[ever get off the damn computer] yes
[habla espanol] not really, I speak Spinglish
[how many peeps are on your buddy list?] too many
[like watching sunrises or sunset] i like sunsets better
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] emotional,

NUMBER...
[of guys I have kissed?] what kind of kiss?
[of girls I have kissed?] 0
[of continents I have lived in?] 1
[of tight friends?] a good bit
[of cd's that I own?] 300
[of scars on my body?] 2
[of things in my past that I regret?] a lot. Hopefully...they will all be for good reason, even though now they don't seem like it.

~Mallory

"O-K-L-A-H-O-M-A! Where the wind comes sweepin' down the plain..."

Sun, 29 Jun 2003 17:42:14 GMT

Hey! Well, yesterday I woke up early and went over to the tanning bed. The woman that was supposed to work at 9 and open the store, didn't even show, so when I got there at 6, Kacee had just gotten there and she had to open. She was so mad that the girl never even showed up. Well since no one was there, and Kacee had her appointments for spray tans, she taught me how to man the desk and work the cash register and sign people into the beds. It was really fun actually!

Then I came home at 2:30 and I took a nap till about 4:30. Mom told me Heather called so I went and called her and we decided to go to Terry Parker to see their summer musical which was "Oklahoma!" Elizabeth Anderson was in it and she did great! She did a great job representing DA! It was sometimes hard to see the stage though from the woman having "leg cramps" in front of me lol. But, that's another story.

The show overall was...lol different. The guys voices were a lot better than the girls. Next year I think I might audition for a summer musical...it depends what I'm doing though. Ok. Well, I gotta go, it's Sunday which means...Yardwork day!

Ah!

Fri, 27 Jun 2003 03:33:25 GMT

I am sooo exhausted! Yesterday was really really a tiring day! I woke up pretty early and called Mr. Clayton to reschedule my lesson cause I can't sing. So he moved it to Friday...ok 2 days later...that's really gonna help...but whatever!

Then I cleaned the house ALL day! My whole family (14 people total) were at my house for dinner. So while Mom was cooking...Mallory was dusting, vaccuuming, windexing and all that good stuff. I actually didn't mind it too much, but my back was really really hurting.

Then they all came over at 6:00 and we did the whole dinner thing. Then a few of them left, but about 10 stayed and we watched TV, hung out, had some beers, well...the adults did lol.

They finally left at about 9:00, and who came over?! But my favoritest graduate! Heather! So Heather came and spent the night last night. We went up to Blockbuster and rented a movie and we walked over to Winn-Dixie and saw Nikki. And no, we did not see a thong in Blockbuster! lol thank goodness.

So Heather and I watched the movie, along with Haley, and then we stayed up talking. I'm now excited for Musical Theatre and College. :)I know she will do great at FSU and I'm so excited for you and Alicia! I know ya'll will have a blast rooming together!

So we woke up late, then I got in the shower and all that stuff then we sat around and watched a makeover story and Saved By The Bell! Woo. Fun stuff.

Then she left, and I had to go with my mom and sister and aunt and cousin over to these hairdressing stores and we got a bunch of stuff. I even got some new nail polish lol woo.

Then My mom and I went to her eye doctor appointment. She dragged me along cause she wasnt going to be able to drive afterwards so I was really bored. We were there for 1 hour and 45 minutes! I do not like Fleming Island Optical. They suck. I was so bored, I walked all through the shopping center, in these stores, and even went and got a smoothie and she still wasnt done. Grr..

Then we went to Grammy's for dinner and I drove my Daddy's new truck home and it was fun. On the way home my Dad was on his cell phone and he was talking to this guy from work that he works with that was at this car show in Tampa buying cars for the store, but he is also checking out cars for me. Well, my dad was like, "Did you find that Orange Ford Escort I want to get her?" I was like, "EXXXCCCUUUSE ME??" Then he started laughing. AH hes a loser. He was kidding, but still. I dont know if I'm getting a Jetta or a Ford focus though...but my dad was like, "I think I'm going to have the radio disconnected in your car for at least a month when you first get it so you are only concentrating on the driving." I was gonna go all off on him, but I decided not to, cause I can talk him out of that later lol.

Mom said I'm getting my license when I get back from FSU...so that will be in 3 weeks. Let's see if she sticks to that! She better.

Ok, well I think I'm gonna go. Oh...does anyone have any plans for 4th of July? I'm singing at this gig in Orange Park, it's their annual firework show and stuff and I'm singing at 8:00pm, before the fireworks. So, if you and your family want to come...come see me! I'm glad I'm doing it, but I really wanted to go to the Sara Evans and Lonestar concert. I'm upset since she is one of my favorite artists, but I'm sure I'll have another chance to see her somewhere else. Ok..well check you schedules! Goodnight! Love ya!

...~*Mallory*~...

La dee da...

Tue, 24 Jun 2003 17:37:24 GMT

A Chorus Line

Again...Step, kick, kick, leap, kick touch
Again...Step, kick, kick, leap, kick touch
Again...Step, kick, kick, leap, kick touch
Again...Step, kick, kick, leap, kick touch

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Jeeze....I'm everything Heather is lol.

Ya'll like my new picture icon thingy? Hehe...

AHHH...

Tue, 24 Jun 2003 01:48:22 GMT

Things I hate:

*weeds
*mulch
*dirt
*shovels
*surveys
*me being fat
*rakes
*summer reading
*gloves
*not having my license
*not having my car
*it not being July 6th so I can go to camp
*not having my voice back
*lemonade that is sweet
*Pre Calculus
*plants
*spiders
*hay/ straw
*frogs that jump and make you scream and want to cry
*Mom's that don't want you to go to camp
*being white (pale I mean)
*being indecisive

Ok. That was all my bitching for today. Oh wait. I lied. My legs hurt, my back, my fingers, my nails...even my cuticals. I hate mulch and I hate laying it. I hate yards and I hate the sun and hot weather. I hate doing YARDWORKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

Wah.

No seriously.

I hate it.

I'm going to bed. Goodnight.

...~*Mallory*~...

Hmm..

Mon, 23 Jun 2003 03:42:14 GMT

Well here I am. I was in bed...fell asleep...but I woke up cause I was burning up. So then of course I can't fall back to sleep. And I wanted to be in bed early! Grr.

Today was yard day! Woo..I actually did a lot of work! I surprised myself. Who knows, I'm probably just sucking up so I can get my car lol.

After endless weed pulling and mulch laying...we still aren't done which means I have to keep doing it tomorrow. At least my relatives left for today and tomorrow to go to Disney World and Sea World, but they will be back on Tuesday. And of course I've been instructed to work in the yard for those days so doing anything with anybody is out of the question.

I wen't with my dad over to the Nursery to buy mulch this afternoon, and I saw this really cute guy working. And who was he? Ha..oh, but my crush in middle school. Of course I was waiting in the car and I didn't get to get out, but he still looked good. Brandon is his name. Hmm. When I see him, and even other people I used to go to middle school with, I really wish I was at Clay High.

Now is always when I debate about going back to my home school. Summer time. As much as I love DA and I know it's good for me, I really miss everyone. I miss my best friend Stacey. I haven't talked to her since I was in 9th grade. What is that? Some best friend kind of relationship...and Brandon, and Teechee...we we're always together! Before school, during classes, in between classes, lunch, after school. And I leave for DA and it all goes away. 20 years from now when I am my mom's age, I won't be able to in the store, go up to my old high school buddies and say hi. I won't have gone to school with them. They won't remember me. I couldn't even go, hey remember me? Mallory? I was your best friend in junior high? I can't do that...I went to elementary school with these kids..and then, I abandoned them. I decided to do what was best for Mallory, and go to DA. Why would they talk to me?

Cameron, my cousin, who is in town right now, is also 17. They are moving here probably at the start of the school year. She's going to Clay high. I'm jealous. Really, I am. She is going to be friends with all my old friends. They will share secrets and inside jokes I'll never know or understand. It's not fair. Why did I go with DA? It's not that I dont love it, because I really do, and I love all of my friends with all my heart...but I miss my other friends. Some of you lucked out. You went to Landon or Lavilla or whatever and you always went to school with the same people then you all came to DA together. I didn't. I was a lonely, scared freshman when I came. The first person I talked to was Patrick Ross. In the line for IDs for the kids who didn't come to orientation. Had I been at Clay High, I would have been giving high fives to all my old buddies that I hung out with over the summer. But I wasn't at Clay. I was begining a whole new world. One I was scared to death of.

As much as I love my old, and new friends, from Clay to DA...as I look back now, about to start my last official year of high school as a 12th grade senior at DA....I don't think I'd change it for the world. I really miss everyone...but I am glad I'm at DA...I love you all who decided to take me on as your friend. I know this was a totally random post...but yeah. It's late...I'll blame it on the night.

I guess I'll go now and try to get some sleep. Goodnight.

...~*Mallory*~...

Hi..

Sat, 21 Jun 2003 17:33:06 GMT

I'm tired. I'm ready for my family to go back to their own state. My whole week has been involving them. I'm tired of it. I want to go hang out with my friends but I can't because THEY ARE HERE. Damn.

Oh, one good thing about my aunt being here is that she is a hair dresser so I got my hair done. Ha. You guys wont believe what it looks like. I kinda like it. I don't really care anymore. Lately I've been in this mood where I'm like, "Screw what I look like, who cares!" It may not be a good thing, but I dont really care. Oh well.

Today I don't know what I'm doing. I think Mom is dragging me around town and then were going to guess where? Oh wow, you are so smart..that's right, Grammy's house to see the relatives. Lol..I re-read that and I sound like a bitch. I can't help it, I can't do anything I want because they are here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ahh..

Tonight I might go to Jessica's voice recital. I dont know though if I can, but I know a few other people in it so I'd like to go and see them all.

Ok, well I'm about to leave...I'll talk to everyone later...call my cell phone and talk to me, I'm bored!

...~*Mallory*~...

Hmm..

Fri, 20 Jun 2003 01:21:01 GMT

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Magic Number	13
Job	Conservationist
Personality	The Glass Is Half-Empty
Temperament	Pussy Cat
Sexual	Straight
Likely To Win	The Wrath Of My Peers
Me - In A Word	Belligerent
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Hmm...kinda sounds like Amanda's....that's weird that my color is pink. I like pink actually. I used to hate it.

Oh I forgot to mention in the last entry...I have no voice. I can't talk...I can't answer the telephone..I did at home and had to hand it to my mom cause I forgot nothing comes out! Damn..it sucks...and I have nothing to blame it on. Well, actually, I do. I think it's from drainage (eww I know) and I hate it!! Grr..also means I can't sing and work on my songs for FSU and Lord knows I need to. Grr..

Hmm..

Thu, 19 Jun 2003 23:46:35 GMT

Well, yesterday was a pretty cool day. I had to get up and I went to my voice lesson and it was decent. Mr. Clayton was working with me and actually had some good idea's that I'm gonna try.

Then I came home and changed and got ready to go over and work. I didn't have to be there until 5:00, so I had time to go over to my Grammy's house and see my relatives. They came, I saw, I'm ready for them to go. Heh...I'm mean...oh well. I give it 3 days and I'll really be ready for them to leave. So then I go to work which really wasn't bad at all. It was busy but it was nice and guess what? I even vaccumed! Wow! Too bad I told my Mom and now she thinks I'm gonna do that in our house..haha. Then I got off work at 9:00 and went over to Box Seats (its a sports bar/ food place) and I ordered something to eat and then my mom dad and my sister came and picked me up and we headed over to Kari's House. Originally, I was planning on staying in because I'm so exhausted, plus I figured we would go back to Grammy's house and visit, but since my bestest friend is leaving on Sunday for 5 weeks, I said, "Let's go to Kari's!" Plus the other 2 coolest people (Heather and Amanda) were there! Yay! It was like my birthday sleepover all over again.

So as soon as I get there I at least had time to change and we went up to Winn Dixie to get the goods. Hehe..Blue Bell Ice Cream and the chips! Then we came back and watched a movie. Guess what movie Mallory watched? Nope..C'mon...try again! Yes! "The Ring"!! I Mallory _____ (I don't know what weirdos could look me up so pretend that is my last name), watched a scary movie! Holy Cow! I hate scary movies, but that was SOOOO STUPID. One part was like uhh yucky looking, but it wasn't scary. Then Heather and I were layin on the blow up matress and Amanda and Kari on the chair and couch and we watched "Big Daddy". Hehe..I love that movie. So we all finally went to bed at 3:00am. Woo. And I got up at 9:00. I'm proud of myself.

Miss Heather had to leave early for she was going to pick up her new car! Lucky...that's ok..my time is coming soon..heh. So Amanda and Kari and I ended up going to the mall. We had fun and I bought a shirt in American Eagle and we raided the jewlery and underwear in Lerner New York lol.

My mom, Aunt, sister, and my cousin picked me up from the mall and we went to some hair place that only hairdressers can buy products so my aunt and mom could go in and the rest of us had to stand outside. That sucked! We were out there for like an hour and a half! Finally I did go inside even though the bitchy lady told me to get out, and I got the car keys and sat in the car. Then we came back towards home and I went to the tanning bed for a lil bit and now here I am ready to go home! Someone help me!! I actually slept on the couch here for an hour, but my cousins were playing some music really loud and I woke up.

So I'm ready to go home and go to bed. This was my post for today and yesterday I love you all and everyone respond to this. Why? Cause I said so. Tata for now!

...~*Mallory*~...

P.S.- I love you my Now and Then girls...you make my life so much more enjoyable. We need to go to St. Augustine like Saturday or something...before Kari leaves! Ok? I'll ask Momma if I can go. Hehe.

P.P.S.- I'm coloring my hair tommorrow. Yes...it will be the last time. As long as it turns out ok lol. But I'm coloring it back to my natural dirty blonde color. I'm tired of my hair and all so it's going to be all one color. I've decided. Maybe I'll cut it too...it's just yucky. Ok..I just had to share and make this post longer lol. Bye everyone!

Wed, 18 Jun 2003 02:12:03 GMT

Woo! I love Clay!

Didn't really do too much today.

I helped out my mom, re-did my closet cause it broke yesterday, went to Home Depot where I saw my Aunt Joan and we stood there with her for like 2 hours. She really hates my uncle...well I guess he isn't anymore. She divored him not too long ago and she was so furious with him. He is supposed to have the kids (3 of them, my cousins) for 6 weeks during the summer, but she still sees them every Wednesday and every other weekend. Well He just decided today to take them to Alabama for a week. Which means, she misses her Wednesday with them and she was supposed to have them for this weekend! She was so mad! I would be too though. But she was like, "Mallory, remember he is NOT your uncle anymore! He is an ass!" I was like dang...but he has gotten to be mean. He used to be my favorite uncle too. Oh well.

Then I went to the tanning bed then came home, then we were like..haha we didn't get dinner so we went back up to Atlanta Bread Company and got something. Now here I am. I was going to go watch The Hot Chick since we rented it, but I really need to work on some songs. I feel bad cause Mr. Clayton gave me some new music, 5 new songs that I havent even looked at yet and I have a lesson tomorrow! Err.. so I need to have those kinda roughed in by tomorrow at 1. I think I'm gonna go ahead and try to mess with those songs now. I'll post later...bye!

...~*Mallory*~...

P.S.- Who is all going to Kari's tomorrow? I'll be there after about 9:45pm...I have to work tomorrow night...leave a post on here if you are going...night!

Doodle Doo...

Mon, 16 Jun 2003 01:49:41 GMT

Hello. What a wonderful day. Not.

Happy Father's Day to everyone if you are a Father...if you aren't, I take that back. lol...I'm kinda in a weird mood. Almost...happy.

Today I did something productive! Yay! First thing all summer! I wen't out and did yardwork. I pulled weeds! Wait I take back that "!"...it wasn't fun at all...but it made me feel better after. My Dad woke me up at 9:00 (not cool Dad), and took me outside and said to start pulling. He said, "I know you aren't one who likes to get dirty (no duh), but today, you are not a Princess."...Well damn...so I helped, I figured it was the least I could do on Fathers Day.

After we were done I drove his new truck down to the end of the road to dump all the trash from cleaning and stuff and then we unloaded it and drove it back up. Afterwards we sat on the back of the truck watching my mom mow the grass and it was quiet for like a minute and then he says:

Dad: "So which kind of car do you want?"

Mallory: "What do you mean?"

Dad: "A Jetta or a Ford Focus?"

Mallory: "Umm...a Jetta is what I really wanted."

Dad: "Ok, so you would rather have a used Jetta than a brand new Ford Focus?"

Mallory: "Grr..Both? Ha just kidding...I don't know, I'd like to look at a Focus closer and all before I decide."

So...that is how that went. So what do I want? Give me some opinions about what you think would be better and why please...I dont know what I want. I think I'm gonna look at some sites and research it.

Ok, well I gotta get up early tomorrow...I'll talk to ya'll all later. Call me someone!

...~*Mallory*~...

Guess What?

Sun, 15 Jun 2003 00:36:59 GMT

Yeah..go ahead! Guess! I'm bored? That's right! I can't believe that this is what my summer is going to be like. Boring days and boring nights. I probably should read my summer reading, maybe that might make this summer more interesting...haha I doubt it.

Ya know what? I'm really lonely. I just realized that. When I sit there and watch stupid movies or listen to songs I get all sad and lonely. What is happening to me? Grr...I used to not get like this.

Today I kinda sat around for a little bit, then I got a shower and drove around with my sister and my mom. My sister had to take pictures for school and I got to drive everywhere. Then I went over to the tanning salon and asked about the volunteer program. All I have to do is work for 4 hours and then I get a weeks tanning for free! What is better than that? I waste so much time so why not waste it there and then not have to pay for tanning? I'm gonna go Monday and work for my 4 hours and get that out of the way. I'm also thinking about doing something up at Paterson Elementary if they are working up there here in June cause I'm tired of just sitting around. If anyone has any other ideas about places I could get a summer job that wouldnt require me to be there everyday or a good/fun volunteering job, I would appreciate it if you would tell me about it.

Ok....well I think I'm going to do some surveys...lol...
God help me...Bye.

~Mallory

Bored....

Thu, 12 Jun 2003 17:35:31 GMT

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...~*Mallory*~...

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I'm bored.

I had a voice lesson today. Well, if you want to call it that. Oh well...I'll update more later. Bye.

...~*Mallory*~...

Bored......

Tue, 10 Jun 2003 23:04:02 GMT

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I'm tired. And I slept until 12:30 today and I just woke up from a 3 hour nap. Maybe it's jet lag? I don't know.

I've done some stupid quizzes online today. That's how bored I am. I really need to go and clean my room and do laundry cause I know my mom isnt going to start letting me do anything until I do that and do my summer reading. Oh about summer reading...for AP Lit, do we read the books and answer those questions, or do we just take our own notes? I am so confused...if you know, please share with me what I'm doing...Bye!

...~*Mallory*~...

YAY!

Tue, 10 Jun 2003 02:06:39 GMT

Mallory is back from New York! WEEEEEEEEEEEE! I had the MOST AMAZING time of MY LIFE!

I loved the group that I went with from my dance studio almost everyone was great to be around!

I left Tuesday and went to the airport, had a layover in North Carolina, then flew on to New York. We then Checked into our hotel and got read to go to dinner and a show. We ate at Hard Rock cafe for dinner which was absolutely wonderful. The best meal I've ever das there. After we left we walked over to the Ford Center for the Performing Arts and saw the show "42nd Street". That show was amazing!!!!! The tapping and dancing was unbelieveable! I can only hope one day I'm half as good as them! I really enjoyed Beth Leavel, who played the role of Dorothy Brock. She had a great voice and was a joy to watch as an actress. One song I've always loved was "Lullaby of Broadway" and I didn't realize that that song came from that show! It was great and I loved the choreography for the show. On the way home from the Theatre as we were crossing 53rd and Broadway, I thought I saw Blake Bagby and so I looked closer and it was him! I was like, "Wow! What are the chances you would see someone you know from the million people that live here in New York?" But As we were about to pass him I yelled, "Hey Blake!!" and he turned around and said hey and then Jonathan Clem was there too with him and Mr. Higgins. I thought that was pretty cool that I saw 3 people I knew! I was kinda shocked. But anyways..then we were back at the hotel for the night.

Then Wednesday morning I woke up early and went over to the Broadway Dance Center where we were taking classes. The dance place was only 2 blocks from our hotel so that was really nice that we didn't have to go so far everyday. I had a Tap class in the morning that was a good class, I was a little slow since I hadn't danced in a month, but it wasnt bad. After that hour and a half class I had to go to Jazz with Frank Hatchett. If you dont know who he is, he is a really famous dancer and he was a really cool guy. I really liked the class alot, and it wasnt until the next morning that I was feeling the pain lol. I have been really sick all week and now everytime I cough, my abs hurt so bad from all the sit ups in there lol. After classes, we went to the hotel and showered and got ready for the matinee performance of "Mamma Mia!". That show was really good! The music was all from Abba and it was a great show. The plot was kind of weak, but it really was good. My favorite actress was Louise Pitre who played Donna Sheridan who had an awesome voice. She was by far the best in the show. After that we went to dinner at the Delta Grill and then headed off to The New Amsterdam Theatre for "The Lion King". This was my least favorite show. The set was great, but the singing and acting were weak. I was sitting there almost the whole time ready to go. I was hoping it would have been better.

Thursday was a really fun day for me because I woke up and had a Theatre tap class from 9:30-11:00, then I had this voice class from 12:00-1:00, and after that I had another tap class from 1:00-2:30. That was a busy day and I really loved the tap classes. The voice class was also pretty cool. I was trying not to laugh though because everyone sucked in there! Everyone was soooo off pitch and it was awful, I was the best person in there and that was sad cause I'm not all that great. After that we went back and showered and had the whole evening to ourselves for a free day. This one woman who went, her name was Vicki and she is pretty young and she really wanted to go see a broadway show that night and asked if I wanted to come. So I was like yes! So we ended up getting tickets to....guess.....come on.....yes! WE GOT TICKETS TO "RENT"!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! It was soooooo good! I knew only one song from the show and kinda knew the story line, but it was a great show! This whole cast could sing. It wasn't a weak show vocally at all. Everyone had some pipes on them! I really liked the song "Take Me or Leave Me". Who cares if 2 lesbians sang it..it was a great song and was performed great. I was so glad that I went.

Friday I was supposed to have 3 classes but I couldnt do 2 of them because we scheduled a private voice lesson for me with this woman at her studio. So I went to that and it was great! I learned soooo much! I'll have to explain later, but then I went back to the studio and had a tap class. The we went to the hotel and everyone was getting ready because we went on a tour of Radio City Music Hall. I went there last week on the trip with school so I wasnt that excited, but the cool thing was that the Tony's were the next night so they were having dress rehearsal while we were touring! How great was that?!?! We got to see what was happening and watched the run through of the "La Boheme"!It was soooooo good! So we had a sneak peek! Then when we got back to the hotel, everyone was going to the ballet, except for Mrs. Samantha (my tap teacher) and Vicki, so we were going to see another show. This time we were trying to go see "Stomp!" but the tickets sold out in the people in line before us so we just spent the night going to SoHo and shopping and we ate dinner in this little cafe that was really good. On the way back to the hotel, we rode the subway, and there was this guy singing and playing the guitar and getting tips ya know, and my teacher Samantha said she would give me 6 dollars if I went and sang with him so I did! lol it was great, he played Landslide and I sang. That was a really great moment!

Saturday yet again I woke up and had 2 other Tap classes, both Theatre Tap which were really good. I can tell that I've become a better dancer and I'm picking things up a lot quicker. It had become a lot more fun and my teacher, who we called Lane,was really cool. Then we all got ready and went to the matinee performance of "Hairspray". It was AMAZING. There are no other words to describe it. It was great. There was not one single song I did not like. And there has never been a show that has made me say that. Marissa Jaret Winokur played Tracy Turnblad and she was unbelieveable. I loved her. She is a new hero of mine. I am soooo glad she got the Tony Award. I just cant say enough good things about the show! After that we all went to dinner at the Olive Garden, and the prices were so much higher than Jacksonville which kinda surprised me cause I didn't think it would have been too much more, but then after, the mom that had been in my room back at the hotel, went with Vicki to get tickets to another show. She got three thinking she, her daughter, and Vicki could go, but her daughter didnt want to, so she said that I had been so wonderful and a great roomate, that she wanted me to come! I was like Sure! She said she had a slight feeling Madeline wouldnt enjoy it so she figured she would be taking someone else lol. So the three of us then left the group and went and saw "The Play What I Wrote". It was a comedy play that was really good. It was a double act that the men (who are British) write, and they change the play each show because for every performance they have a mystery guest and they change the script to fit them. Our mystery guest was the actress Holly Hunter and it was just a great show. It was really funny and I really enjoyed it. Then Sunday was our last day and I had 2 classes that morning so I did the 2 tap classes then came back and changed and got ready for dinner. We went and saw "Swing 46" which was a show and dinner and was a tap improve thing. Everyone brings their tap shoes and gets to perform. Then we left that to get back to the hotel to watch the Tony Awards, when who do we see about to perform in Times Square for the Tony's but who? Oh Thats right! Billy Joel! How cool is that? So we stayed for about 45 mins and watched him perform. That was really neat. So we left and went back and watched the Tony's last night and I packed all my stuff.

So that leads me to today when I got up at 5:15 and got ready and flew back to Jacksonville.

So that was my lovely trip to New York and I had the best time ever. It was amazing. I would love to go back one day.

Ok it's about bed time now so I'll write in here later. Bye!

...~*Mallory*~...

NYC

Mon, 02 Jun 2003 01:14:06 GMT

Well, I'm back from NYC. And I'm sick. I think I have the flu. My mom thinks so too. This is the first time I've gotten out of bed in 12 hours. I'm miserable and my temperature is 101. This sucks. I'm supposed to leave for NY again in 36 hours. I hope I'm better. If I'm not, my sister is going. I would rather have had her go on the school trip then with my dance studio. I want to dance, sing, act, and see more broadway shows. Oh well, we'll see what happens.

NY was amazing. Sure there was PMS (and a hell of a lot of it may I add), talks about things we didn't want to know about (Thank you Roxy...), and a really really let me stress, REALLY annoying tour guide, but overall, it wasn't bad.

I'll have to update more about it later cause I dont feel really well, but it was a blast and I can't wait to go again.

I'm sorry I missed your birthday party Allison. It seems like everyone had an amazing time.

I got hit on like 3 times...kinda scary. Courtney and I got pictures with the nicest New Yorker. Plus he was cute.

I've done a lot of thinking on this trip. Even talked to a few people about it (thanks Leah and Hilary, and even Krista before I left). Should I or shouldn't I? Even they don't know what I should do. It's up to me. I hope it isn't too late. I don't know. It's so hard. Weighing the pros and cons. I'm sure some of you have no clue what I'm talking about...ok...well I guess I'll keep thinking about it then. Not a day passed that I didn't...oh well...I'm going now...bye! And thank you to everyone who made my trip to NY amazing and one I will never forget. I love you all.

...~*Mallory*~...

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